Elle says

rindula...

2011-06-06T22:29:00.003+08:00

baru seminggu..kalau berbulan-bulan?

mati katak kot

BABY PO!!!!!

2011-06-02T11:16:00.001+08:00

haa comelnya..tiada lgi binatang yg lagi comel dari ne dalam duniaaaa...

<3 <3

frustrating

2011-05-31T02:54:00.004+08:00

this is very frustrating knowing that my cohort nov 09 has to extend our semester just because our credit hour for next sem is 21...well the maximum should be 18 hours but we already over the limit so there would huge possibility that we might as well going for our practicum on March..which supposedly on January...

HOW FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!

Those who are not in our shoes may not understand how VERYfrustrating it is...Yeah peaople..The word for today is frustrating...sorry for being redundant...

I am too tired of studying with these hard subjects...it seems like no matter ho hard I studied,I still couldn't get A for most of my subjects.

Theatre for example,it's likee..how to say?erm we actually spent most of our energy for the play and any other assignments...3 months was never been enough for us..is like we work very hard and we studied very hard for the xam yet still could not get A....

SO FRUSTRATING!

I feel like giving up study but I know that this situation actually leads me to work harder and struggle even more..hopefully everything will go well..Insya Allah.

right or left brain?

2011-05-24T12:59:00.004+08:00

tgk ballerina elok2..

korg nampk dia pusing arah jam atau sebaliknya?

sebab aku kekadang nmpk dia pusing belah kiri,kekadang nmpk dia pusing belah kanan.

grrrr....boleh tukar2..

but most of the time aku nampk...emmmm...ntahla..mcm kanan

bila aku rasa nak dia pusing kiri,aku nmpk dia pusing kiri

bila kanan haa..nmpk la dia pusing kanan...

okay sekarang rasa nk termuntah

dahla puasa,tak pasal2 kang aku pening gastrik benda kejadah semua..

hik3

yg ne tgkla..anda yg mana satu..left brain or right brain

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS

uses logic

detail oriented

facts rule

words and language

present and past

math and science

can comprehend

knowing

acknowledges

order/pattern perception

knows object name

reality based

forms strategies

practical

safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS

uses feeling

"big picture" oriented

imagination rules

symbols and images

present and future

philosophy & religion

can "get it" (i.e. meaning)

believes

appreciates

spatial perception

knows object function

fantasy based

presents possibilities

impetuous

risk taking

APSAL?

2011-05-23T15:41:00.003+08:00

Asal blog aku ne cam 'ladies' gila...

vintage2 gitu..

ke taste aku da berubah?

aku da wanita ka?

*gmbr takde kena mngena..saje rasa dorang comel..hahaha

eh hello elle?

kaw da 22 tahun kot...belom wanita lgi apanya?

boleh kahwin da kot..

okay tu angan2...kerja pun belom lagi...heeee

tpi kadang2 aku rase cam sebab badan aku ne kecik,nak nmpk matang,susah..

padahal muka dah jelas2 dah tua.

budak umur 20 tahun pun dah tak pandang aku taw...

apa motif sebenarnya entry aku ne?

comel kan?

grrr kena tukar la weh

2011-05-19T23:16:00.012+08:00

dulu ingat lgi muka nerd then pakai spek mata bulat then pki tudung....huduh je muka...

kalau pki,mesti ada la org tanya. 'masuk islam ke?'...sy dilahirkan sebagai muslim..takde convert2 punya...nasibla muka cina macm ne..nak bwat macm mana lgi..hohoho

masa sekolah rendah.ne gmbr darjah 6 kot

tgk kat tarikh tu..mknanya masa tingkatan 5..

few moths before I decided to wear contact lense...

pastu mase diploma...sy tukat sikit la pesyen...ikot perkembangan semasa time tu...

pastu adala setahun dua,sy jahat sebab tak pkai pun..gy kelas semua tak pakai..honestly,memg kalau keluar dgn famili,,sy tak pakai tudung...I grew up with two types of surrounding(??) actually..in school,sy memg pki taknak buka..biarpun jalan ngan kwan2...lgi2 dulu sekolah agama kan.kalau dgn family,sy tak pki..memg ada jugala nak pki tpi kejap je...haih..tu dulu...

Me recentlyyyy!!!

skrg ne masih berjinak2 lagi..kalau org tanya is it permanent?

saya akan jawab:insyaAllah.skrg tgh slow2 lg.

masa akan dtg memg sy nak pki terus dan taknak buka2 da

itu janji sy terhadap diri sendiri

(dah pernah mention pun before ne hahaha)

tapi apa2 hal pun byk kot benda kena ubah

antaranya ialah:

1.dressing:lol..seluar pendek or skirt pendek tu..pakai kat ruma je la...kat luar dah taknak pki da...then bila da macm ne..apa yg menutup la kena pki...shawl gila berlambak..kalau jual boleh dpt ratus2..tpi memg taknak jual..lawa2 kot...and semestinya la nak pakai..hehe..skrg ne shawl,tudung,pashmina dah bole bwat collection da...kena beli dua hanger doh :)

2.attitude:yg ne antara paling penting sekali kena jaga..fine,sy gelak memg kuat..suara memg volume..org cakap..takyahla pki speaker..nama samaran pun 'speaker'..ne kena control2 la

3.cara hidup?:well,still same..i don't really do much of skinship with my guy friends.so takde beza ape sgt la..hug2 tu just ngan kawan2 pompuan je...heee...sy pun tak shisha..main kad?yes.sekadar hiburan kitorg nak lepak je..bukan selalu...

4.pesyen lilit2:ne da memg jadi kegemaran sy mencuba sesuatu yg baru..lilit macm2...tpi yg penting tak nmpk pelik dan bole diterima akal la..hehe

haa nak je jadi cantik..tapi tak cantik2 pun..nak kurus tapi tak kurus2 pun..boyfriend kuat mkn jadi sy pun tumpang sekali...hik3

p/s:haaa nak bwat tiramisu tapi fridge penuh dgn makanan..takde tempt untuk tiramisu..tape..nnti ada masa kita bwat ye...

jalan2 makan2

2011-05-19T22:52:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua..

apa kabar?

maaf dah lama tak berblog...

kurang busy tapi takda idea nak post entry pasal apa...

maaf ya...

again,dengan annoying berkata "adaka org bace blog aku?"duh!

Mari kita cakap pasal makanan!

okay fine...skrg sy da gemuk gila2.. naik 3 kg tu gemuk la kan?

untuk org pendek macm sy..hahaha

apa2 pun sy nak ucapkan terima kasih kepada miss PRAEVINA..my beautiful girlfriend for introducing me Tutti Frutti..gaga..

*dia kat kiri..yg kat kanan tu aree nama dia.kiutkan?hehe..dia single lg btw.. :P

baikla sila cakap sy jakun..sebab rasanya macm sy la org terakhir yg berumur 22 tahun tahu wujudnya tutti frutti yg best gila ne

frozen yogurt kot..tak nak ckp byk..tgk je da taw dia sedap kan?

lepas tu ajak boyfie ngan my mum and adik sekali makn bnda ne..haaaa

kejap lgi smbung owkay browser bwat hal

Oh god please!!

2011-05-06T01:37:00.002+08:00

I mean please stop this kind of statement to me:

"eh eh pki tudung dah ke?...ne fesyen ke ape ne?"

Okay,pleasela.

maybe sometimes you would see me free hair,

i admit that.Like I said I am still learning and nurturing myself.

and it's not about fashion

Do I look like I am so into the current fashion?

only if I have the money,I do!

but sadly I don't

i only wear shirt underneath my cardigan plus my lame looking jeans everyday.(it's been 3 or 4 months I haven't buy a new one and only recycle what I have)

do i look like a fashionista to you?

looking lame rite?

not so pretty right?

but who cares?

Perasan?

2011-04-30T23:00:00.005+08:00

Which How I met your Mother Character are you ? - Lily Aldrin

Result: Lily Aldrin

You are morally inclined and dislike people who are not true to themselves. You are very impulsive. You are often curious about trying new things. You finds it easy to sustain platonic friendships with everyone around you.

(I don't need to make the font bigger right?naah..nevermind)

anyhoo,I've been watching this series since erm a month ago?..well ya,thanx to Mr Boyfie for introducing HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER to me.he insisted me to watch.blame him

yeah,well,this story is actually quite interesting.like every single thing tha happen,is actually happen around us.for example,lily and Marshal.I do find my similarities with them.As in their relationship,.10 years being in love and,eventually get married(except that mine hasn't been that long yet..)

Lily's characteristic really remind me of myself.

#she's small yet very loud

#A kindergarden teacher who loves art,painting

(I am soon-to-be a teacher yet I love arts so much)

#she looks so small around Marshall

(I think she's normal.its just that because Marshall is too tall for her)

#never tell her secrets because she just might blew it in any second especially with Marshall.

#despite those traits she is a very caring person and will much of the time do thankless acts for the good of her friends (I'm not sure whther I do much for my friends..but they know I love them..hehe)

but she's better than me in giving advice and care about her friends.

Love you guys.

xoxo

gaaaaa!!!!!!!!.nak ne nak ituuuuu

2011-04-30T12:12:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

saya bosan!!!

dalam fikiran sy skrang..nak SHOPPINGGGG!!!!

Beli ne

dan ne

dan neeee

eh jap..yg ne sy sda ada..

sy skang window online shopping je...

haih nak duitlaaa...bila ptptn sy dpt neh??ceh bajet ptptn tu dpt byk macm org dpt Mara la?

Okay kembali ke alam nyata...duit takda laaa..

boyfie is away for two days...already missing you dear..lol

dua hari ja pun...eh 2 hari stgh..jap dia balik selasa..so cam 3 ari la kot

so untuk 2 hari stgh ne sy pun berazam maw diet.. makn druma la

suda beli Kelloggs apa semua..jadi tamaw keluar...

hahaha..

K-pop?Jangan trip suda...

2011-04-30T01:24:00.003+08:00

takpela....aku rasa cam nak berbahasa melayu...

bila geli,marah,geram lebih selesa taip dlm bahasa melayu..biarpun ekceli ayat aku tunggang langgang

okay,aku mengaku aku memg minat gila babi ngan K-POP ne..mungkin ade la sikit2 fashion diorg aku terikut kan...tpi kalau skirt pendek seluar pendek bagai tu..aku dah lepas da era tu...aku mengaku aku dulu lebih kurang cam tu.

okay tu dulu...

pastu sekarang aku tgk pulak ada satu kumpulan ne yg nak jadi konon2 ala2 korea...muka macm korea pun takda..bdan pun montel2...macm org ulu2 pulak aku tgk...

Bagi aku,honestly it's okay kalau kita ikot sikit muzik dorg sebab muzik K-pop memg best...dari melodi,lyric (biarpun aku kena baca translation dia)...muzik dorg memg best...dari trot smpi hip hop..ballad,rnb semua bg aku best nak layan tp kalau fesyen yg pki skirt cheerleader pendek smpi nmpak spender tu memg x elok,rasa cam nak termuntah pun ada...apa la nak jadi dgn dorg ne?agak2 la wey...malu aku..sumpah malu...aku lagi rela tgk org korea dtg sini perform dari org kita sendiri pki pakaian camtu..atleast dorg taw jugak tutup2 segala...hormat juga negara kita macam mana...haih...apala nak jadi neh

maybe crap

2011-04-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

oh well...i just feel that I need to share something...grrr

six factors of INTERLANGUAGE...those who do not feel like they want to know this,you can just skip.heee

interlanguage is an emerging linguistic system that has been developed by a learner of a second language (or L2) who has not become fully proficient yet but is approximating the target language (okay this one I copy from the wikipedia...completely..)

well in my own words would be the situation where the learner of the language that is not proficient yet(meaning they probably know how to speak or write but still have some lacking in their competency) to match with the native-speaker of the language has developed the linguistic system

i. okay,first is the preserving of mother tongue to the second language.

ii.overgeneralizing the features of norm of the language...like the use of past tense,the learner is having the difficulty in to differentiate between the irregular and regular words.etc:they aware that if it's past tense than at the end of the verb,'ed should be added.'ate' becomes eated.learnt becomes learned.

iii.transfer the language.lacking in applying the rules.you know the rules but it is hard for you to actually

iv.strategies of L2 learning.like how the person have the strategies to memorize

the word,how to do the correct pronounciation and so on.l

v.strategies of L2 communication...watch movies or try to converse with the people of the target language..or probably you will problem to produce certain sound..so how would you fit yourself to the pronounciation of the target language.

vi.the last one would fossilization which means the interlanguage stops developing until it mathes the target language.

this one is for tomorrow...

and this friday i will be having my speaking test pulak...aku pilih tajuk "are boys better than girls in academic or vice versa..still deciding which side should I support..or probably i would stand neutral..by saying both sides are better in different areas..lol...save it for next entry heeee..be ready to get boring reader..err..if there's any haha

oh ya snap!

2011-04-18T18:59:00.002+08:00

I am no longer a genius of

Adobe Photoshop

Blogger

Tumblr

rasanya tak terlambat sgt kalau aku nak share sikit pasal teater yg aku bwat 3 bulan lepas..haaa..
rindu gile kot!huhuh

ya I designed all these for our play..
If only..
I was the villian of the story
our play got highly praised by most of the audience..
we went through thick and thin together as a team
with a very small number of crew we still managed to give our best shot for the play.
alhamdullilah

Me as suzy (evil look right?)
mekap sendiri taw.
gagagaga

nnti smbung...ada urusan

Here i am :)

2011-04-18T15:35:00.014+08:00

I am feeling that now I am no longer should be called a blogger since I barely could update anything here..gaaaaahhhh

and my writing getting sucks...how am I going to be an english teacher like this?practice elle..practice...huhuhuhu

so I am still improving myself.I know that practicum is more or less,9 months from now and I zam very anxious about it.Probably because it is something that is a very serious thing to do in life.I am 22 and by 23 I already finish my bachelor and find a job and think about continue master and whatever not...this is boring right?talking about the future as if you want to know about it..so I think we should stop here...

anyhoo...lately I have been trying to make myself busy by exercising,onlining,attend classes(with zero absence)..what else...erm lepaking,movies with my friends...duh just a normal thing people would do everyday when you are still studying and appreciating as well as enjoying your life as an university student..OH MY GOD!I'll be graduating soon..(kecoh lebih)..setahun lagi kot..hahaha...Okay,sekarang rasa dah tua...

well,last saturday on 16th April 2011...me and fellow friends and my boyfie joined this marathon thingy which has been organized by the energizer(??)..not sure though...

which apparently,we were illegally participating this event and you can easily tell by our shirt.I was so anxious about it..like I kept thinking what if,we got caught?wouldn't it be embarassing?lol..as usual..I always have this negative thought about small things.well,for those who paid to join got the jersey and goodies.lucky them huh..I heard that the jersey cost more than what they have paid for the race...and the goodies too..like free tampons(??),head lamp and others thing which I don't really concern.haha

we went there just to run and have fun..ya it was really2 fun..with few days of training (not really...).me and elly decided to only run (run?u'h...walked for an hour to reach the finish line) for 5.5km,while the boys mutually agreed that they complete the 11km challenge which they ended up finished the run for 5.5km except for this one person...Apis...betrayed much?hahahaha..

it was fun though....

berbaris semata2 nak pegi tandas...before the race

Hye2!

2011-04-11T22:59:00.004+08:00

Ello eberiwan...beh ada meh org baca blog aku ne?

okay,first of all aku nak cakp...aku rindu gila nak berblog..

secondly,aku nak cakap...sem ne aku tak busy so arap2 aku ada masa nak update blog aku ne...

hahaha...

ne semua sebab aku dok tgk2 dan baca2 blog org dan berjaya mengoda aku untuk mengaktifkan diri aku di blog aku ne semula...kalo nak diimbas kembali,sebenarnya blog ne tempt aku luah perasaan sedih aku,gembira aku,marah aku,jatuh dan bangun aku..tp sebab hidup aku sebelum ne busy dan aku ada 'tempat' untuk meluah..aku lupa yg aku ada blog sebenarnya..

byk benda yg ingin diupdate.Mula2 sekali aku nak cakap pasal layout blog aku...jangan risau aku akan cantikkan lagi macam yg aku pernah bwat dulu..rindu gak nak design2 segala....Oh,dan jangan risau semua org..aku masih lagi into K-POP.aku taw aku da 22 tahun tpiaku takleh resistla minat aku ne..maaf ye...aku try letak lagu english kat blog aku ne..nanti..keh3..

oh by the way,aku da mula nak tutup kepala aku.agak kasar bunyinya.in other words,aku berjinak2 untuk memakai tudung,shawl,hijab (biarpun tak pernah cuba,tapi akan cuba) secara perlahan2..aku mulakan dgn ke kolej dulu..aku tak nak jadi macm dulu..da pki,buka balik..tu aku ambil keputusan utk mula perlahan2...mungkin kat luar korg nampk aku still lagi macm dulu (if terserempakla)...aku ingin mencuba perlahan2..takut bila drastik,aku jadi kejutan budaya...da pki satu hari tu,pki je terus takyah buka2 dalam keta da...

seriously,aku dah lama nak pki cuma sebab aku fikir byk bnda sgt2..apa org fikir,aku akan menyesal ke tak..bila fikir balik,benda baik kan...bukannya tak elok pun pki tudung kan...bwat apa la ada perasaan macm tu?.

thank you kepada teman baik dan juga kekasih hati saya kerana menyokong dan at the same time he made me realized that never ever think of what others might say about you.aku pun bakal jadi cikgu kan...haaaa....dan aku bukan pki utk fesyen okay...utk kebaikan aku sendiri..imej aku sebagai seorang muslimah...sebagai wanita (biarpun kadang2 aku rasa aku belum layak digelar wanita...geezz..grow up elfina ) (insyaAllah)...dan paling penting aku taknak jadi mcm sesetgh org tu..dok tunjuk2..macm ne macm tu...arini kat kelas i macm ne...esok i nak bwat lilit kuda pula...huhuhu...aku taknak malu kan diri aku sendiri dan diperkatakan org lain..

dan oh oh aku taw aku kasar apa segala dan susah nak ubah bab tu tpi kalau korg syg aku..korg terima aku seadanya...yg buruk aku perbaiki,yg baik aku cube kekalkan dan improve ya...

maaf lepas ne aku akan update entry aku guna bahasa english okay?

maaf saya jatuh cinta dgn dia heee

elo..it's new sem people

2010-12-15T16:07:00.003+08:00

I am going to be verrryyyyy busy in a week from now....

as I am taking theatre this sem..

as an art director...I gotta love adobe Illustrator from now on

well other subject are tough as well

and only two classes I got the chance to meet my girls since I am the sunbae here

huh..

and I miss my boyfie like sooo much...

I'm blaming the line there at his place...

I barely can send him sms or even trying to call him so many times

and couldnt contact him often

so frustrating you know...

oh anyhooo..wish me luck guys..xoxo

selamat tinggal

2010-11-26T13:42:00.007+08:00

Selamat tinggal SUBWAY *masi berfikir sebenarnya bila masa sesuai nak berhenti

Selamat tinggal masa2 free *biarpun sementara

beban akan semakin byk bila starting from next week.

takot dah tadapat nak cope

apa2 pun,harap duit yg aku dapat lepas kerja ne cukup untuk apa yg aku plan

and I am not going to use it for myself.

baru rasa macm mana kerja untuk org tersayang.

and I know he's not going to read this anyway

I wonder if he knows that I have blog..

probably not.

makan da semakin kurang.

penat makin bertambah

masa untuk enjoy pun takde

org cuti,rehat2..

aku bekerja.

org mkn byk2

aku makn apa yg ada kat depan mata aku

I really need at least a day untuk berseronok gila2

harap2 plan nak gy piknik kat air terjun jadi.

when everyone starts to not tell me anything,

I rather learn not to care and rather be on my own.

that's the least I can do for myself.

maa fdah lama tak ambil gmbr syok sendri

dah lama tak full kan memory card camera dgn gmbr macam2

malas dan takde mood

I miss this moment.like seriously.

2010-11-21T23:47:00.007+08:00

org datang dan pergi

tpi di hujungnya,aku harap kita kekal sebagai kawan baik

ada jatuh ada bgun,sama2 berdiri sama2 jatuh

aku susah,kaw susah

kita ada

sentiasa ditepi didepan atau dibelakang

3 tahun hampir lama

ya,lama tapi harapnya kekal selamanya

InsyaAllah.

I was sitting here thinking
of the words i wanted to say, but they just wouldn't come out right-
so i found a different way
i wrote this for you,
for everything you do

for always being nice to me
and staying by my side,
and helping me fix my problems
and never leaving me behind.

for accepting my thoughts and feelings,
though you do not understand,
for never giving up on me
and being my angels

&& to my better half,

thanks for the love and care.

thanx for the beautiful day and moments

I love you so much

you're the best I have.

sebenarnyaaa..

2010-11-21T17:12:00.002+08:00

bukan dah tak kisah

bukan juga marah

bukan nak abaikan

mungkin sudah lama terasa dan memendam rasa (bukan jiwang.harap maklum sahabat semua)

jadi aku ambil langkah untuk malas ambil peduli

aku stick pada mereka yg still anggap aku teman

mereka yg still anggap aku orang penting

sebab yg itu juga la yg aku balas.

tumpuan hanya untuk mereka yg reti bersyukur tanpa mengeluh dan complain macam2

sebab dah serik dengan perangai yg tak reti jaga hati org lain,pentingkan diri sendiri

teruskan macm tu pun takpa

silalah anggap aku macam2 pun

aku dah tak kisah pun sebenarnya

cakap la apa pun

aku akan belajar untuk maafkan org tersebut

Tuhan Maha Adil

Karma akan dtg 'menyerang' bila2 masa

cuma cepat atau lambat sahaja

kelemahan sesama sendiri,sila belajar terima ya kawan2..

learn to appreciate org yg pernah ada dengan kaw masa susah dan senang.

learn to forgive and forget.

muka korg samala

2010-11-19T22:36:00.005+08:00

maaf.entry kali ini melibatkan korea ya...

aku perasan gak ada sesetgh dorg ne,muka lebih kurg je...hampir seiras pun ada..haa
tgk ne
Yoona and Yuri (Snsd)

Pais pun konfius an.Letak gmbr Yuri sebab ingat dia si Yoona
ngan Seohyun juga (snsd)

Noori co-ed

kim joon from t-max

more like brothers to me..but Noori is hotter. :P

Lee Tae sung (playful kiss..Bong Joon Go)

Choi Minho (shinee)

I noticed the resemblance.DO YOU?

lizzy after school

Seungyeon Kara

Hara Kara

Hyewon Co-ed

nnti aku mbung..ngantuk la.peninggg

jadi cikgu ka?new sem da woot woot

2010-11-19T15:29:00.003+08:00

dah masuk sem ke lima dah pun ye

ada 6 subjek?

nak ckp ke pasal result?

alah,bukan semua nak taw pun..

okla

tapi ta cukup dean list lagi

bila fikir2,oh rupanya dah nak abes dah pun aku belajar.

tinggal setahun lagi

alhamdulillah sebab aku masih lagi dalam mood nak blajar

after ne,baik kerja dulu baru then sambung master.

tu plan dlm kepala otak aku

kumpul duit sendiri dulu.

kalo ada jodoh..kahwin dulu pun takpe

yg penting da stabil semua.

terus terang jadi cikgu ne bukan pilihan aku

parents aku galakkan

kalo ikot kan aku sebenarnya lebih minat ke arah masak2 atau design2

(dua benda yg pelik dan takde kena mengena)

dan benda ne belajar sendiri pun takpe..

takyah bazir duit sgt kalau skill da ada dan benda bole jalan

tpi aku percaya dgn pilihan parents aku ne

mula2 memg ta suka pun mengajar ne

da smpi mengajar budak sekolah pun still kadang2 rasa tak nak jadi cikgu kot pas ne

tpi aku belajar je..otak aku senang terima teori

lagi pun SPM,PMR aku ta bgus sgt

so,masa Universiti ne la aku nak redeem semula 'kebodohan' aku dulu

buat parents aku bangga

dan at the same time,aku nak belajar lagi untuk mencintai alam perguruan ne.

mami tanya,selain daripada cikgu,course ne bole jadi apa lagi?

memg la kalo nak jadi cikgu confirm2 bole.

lecturer la.

amik PhD

dpt pangkat up siket.

tpi seingat aku,kalo nak jadi journalist boleh,editor boleh

cabang dia mungkin ta besar sgt mana.

tapi org kata

di mana ada kemahuan,di situ ada jalan kan?

kita berjasa ajar anak2 murid pun pahala byk,disanjung tinggi lagi

yg penting jadi org berguna,bukan main2.

*berangan2 mat jenin..

arini 18

2010-11-18T00:17:00.004+08:00

dah sebulan birthday aku yg ke 21

dah 8 bulan aku tak single.

oh ya..terima kasih kepada syg ku apis,dan adikku rino sebab korg dua je bagi aku kad masa birthday aku tempoh hari

Syg,biarpun u takde ink and i tak bole baca apa u tulis kat kad tu..tpi i taw u ikhlas

Rino,biarpun BM ko macm tak betul siket...eh byk jugakla..tpi aku taw ko bersungguh2 bwat kan aku kad tu

terima kasih ya...dua org kesayangan saya.dua2 jugala yg bagi hadiah birthday tempoh hari...

arini aku kerja petang..so,satu hari aku nak rehat dulu,bersih ruma,cuci kain dan memanjakan diri....selain daripada itu,tapayah cerita :)

ada apa dgn nama?

2010-11-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

aku cam bosan an..

jadi dok survey2 nama aku..

maksud dia

every letter yg ada kat nama aku ne maksud apa..

cam bangang jugala

kang aku share...

terdelete plak an..malas nak click history.

yg kalau nama aku dalam korea..agaknya....

Jung Eun Ae

haiyeeeehhhh..tak sedap je aku rasa

haa korg tryla pulak

Surname : Korean surname
is the
last number in your year of birth.
- 0: Park
- 1: Kim
- 2: Shin
- 3: Choi
- 4: Song
- 5: Kang
- 6: Han
- 7: Lee
- 8: Sung
- 9: Jung

II. Middle name : is your month of
birth .
- 1: Yong
- 2: Ji
- 3: Je
- 4: Hye
- 5: Dong
- 6: Sang
- 7: Ha
- 8: Hyo
- 9: Soo
- 10: Eun
- 11: Hyun
- 12: Rae

III. Name : is your date of birth .
- 1: Hwa
- 2: Woo
- 3: Joon
- 4: Hee
- 5: Kyo
- 6: Kyung
- 7: Wook
- 8: Jin
- 9: Jae
- 10: Hoon
- 11: Ra
- 12: Bin
- 13: Sun
- 14: Ri
- 15: Soo
- 16: Rim
- 17: Ah
- 18: Ae
- 19: Neul
- 20: Mun
- 21: In
- 22: Mi
- 23: Ki
- 24: Sang
- 25: Byung
- 26: Seok
- 27: Gun

- 28: Yoo
- 29: Sup
- 30: Won
- 31: Sub

saya kerja,awak cuti x?

2010-11-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

raya haji ne aku kerja....

hohoho

sedih tak sedih?

alah bukannya kerja satu hari straight pun kan?

tpi tadi pegi giant beli barang macm chicken whole la...daging la apa benda la

seolah2 nak masak

sumpah rindu sgt nak masak

masa form 1 lagi dah 'dididik' untuk memasak masa cuti sekolah tolong gerai mami

cakapla apa je

ayam masak kicap,masak merah,mee ala2 restoran yg korg makan selalu tu,ikan gulai,tauhu sumbat..semua pass

nasi kuning ayam goreng untuk dihidang kan kat customer pun aku reti la juga buat..

tu masa form 1

asam pedas pun aku reti.

masa tu rasa dah bole kahwin cuma tak cukop matang lagi

masuk asrama,keluar asrama adalah perlahan2 aku masak2 biarpun tak macm selalu

skrg ne,mee kari mee bandung mee apa lgi aku tak try nak masak

tapi bila raya haji ne,aku pun fikir,tapela an.

masak untuk diri sendiri pun takpe..

dahla sorg2

sedih siket..

haa ta sabar pula masuk sem baru ne..

seminggu lagi ne ha

harap2 6 subjek yg aku ambil tu bole diterima akal la busy nanti...

teater pulak ada beb.

mandarin pula..

aishhhhh

sape yg baca aja taw..

2010-11-13T18:16:00.001+08:00

tolong jangan kecoh2 sebab ini nak bagi cantik blog ne semula

bad mood

2010-11-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

aku jadi bad mood bila,

lapar

penat

gastrik

org buat tahi ngan aku

period

org mungkir janji

menunggu yg teramat lama sgt

aku tgh cakap ngan semua org ne,

adala yg tgk mamak kat belakang aku la,asap berterbangan kat tepi la.

memg hangin la aku.

I always pretend that I am ok..

emotionally,I am not..

only those who know me well would realize that..

not YOU!

peringatan.

2010-11-10T16:25:00.000+08:00

ko fikir ko la yg paling kesian..

ada org lagi kesian ko taw tak?

ko fikir ko sorg je bole tak tgk muka aku masa aku ckp ngan ko...

aku pun boleh la

tapi nasib baik je la aku ne jenis hormat org

ko ingat ko sorg je ke bole tulis macm tu?

eh aku pun bole la.

sib bek je aku jarang update.

ko ingat ko sorg je bole sindir2 aku,

biarpun aku ada kat depan ko

eh aku pun boleh la

kalo aku nak cakap bole je aku cakap depan2

tapi malas..

baik senyap..pahala lebih sikit.

ko ingat aku nak sgtla cerita kat ko apa2,

kalau ko pun nak tak nak je dgr apa aku ckp.

ko ingat aku ingat ke apa benda yg ko ckp ngan aku semua?

eh bersyukur la ko byk dpt itu ini and kadang2 dpt lebih dari aku

bersyukur jugala aku tak pernah ckp pun pasal tu

but at the same time dgr ko komplen,dan komplen aja

aku dah malas nak jaga hati org

aku dah malas nak bergaul sgt ngan org

kecuali org yg aku bole jumpa hari2,plus hormat aku macam mana aku hormat dia..

oh and plus lagi,janganla nak bagi harapan ke apa

sebab aku pun da start tak nak simpan harapan tinggi

bwat apala kita baik ngan org,nak jaga hati org.

tpi org tu ta fikir pun

aku pun manusia juga.ada perasaan juga ok?

aku cepat alert dgn perubahan muka org biarpun kekadang aku bengap sikit,terlepas ckp.

sapa makan cili,dia terasa pedas.so jangan tanya aku apa2..stop sampai sini ok?

A l o n e okay?

2010-10-26T18:55:00.000+08:00

emg sgt bosan,boring masa cuti ne ta bwat apa..

sampai bole jadi gila taw tak?

sapa yg faham,angkat tgn!!!!!!

bgun pagi,ngadap laptop.buang sampah.cuci kain.

seminggu bole kira berapa org je sy bawa bercakap

nak keluar tak boleh.tada duit.

nak tgk wayang.rindu sgt.

jalan2 pun rinduuu sgt.

ada rasa macm menyesal tak balik sebenarnya

tpi takpe,tiket mahal.itu je sy fikir.

yela,makin lama makin mahal kan?

taknak pentingkan diri sendiri sgt.

jadi dgn itu sy pun pergi la memberanikan diri tanya mana2 job vacancy yg ada.

semua sy tanya

akhirnya adala org baik hati dari subway kata nak amik kerja

utk pengetahuan semua,sy ta pernah mkn subway.

jadi memg macm bangang siket sebab jenis roti amik masa sejam untuk hafal.

sekarang ne pun,sebagai training, dia kasi sy kerja belakang dapur

sikit2 ada la keluar tunjuk muka bwat apa yg ptut

rasa lain sgt sebab ini first time cari kerja sendiri

oh btw,yg ini sy bole amik cuti bila2 kot sebab sy ambil part time.

bila sy 'free' je sy bole pergi.

arini kat sek 9,esok kat giant.

harap2 lama2 la kat giant sebab dekat.nak overtime pun takpe sebab dekat.

ARGGGHHH

2010-10-25T08:33:00.000+08:00

I need to get rid of this feeling..

penakut!

elle,apa ko nak malu sgt.peg cari kerja je pon.

btw,ne first time sy stay kat shah alam utk cuti 5 minggu.5 minggu beb.

so,plan memg nak cari kerja.

jalan2 kat giant tpi byk yg nak cari full time

kat McD ada part time

should I try?.Yes,you should.

pegi tanya sorg2 pun takpe kot.

berani la siket elle.

The fact is that I could not be apart from my boyfriend.

manja sgt?

ermm.

syg sgt kot.

even if it's only going to take me.... like what?

5 hours from the moment I wake up

and not seeing him,waiting him for his lunch break and I would eagerly ask him to go out for lunch

and then waiting again for him to finish his work

let him has some rest and meeting up for dinner again.

though only for one hour everyday.

He is also alone (most of the time)

Imagine 2 weeks from now,he will finish his internship and probably going back home

and I'll be alone here again.

pathetic!.I know..pathetic much

Maybe because I don't really have anyone here.

It's semester break owkaaay!!

no one would want to stay here!!!

the boyfriend is one of the reason

I want to find a part-time jobla cenggini

my car is another reason

my rent also, because it's rm300 per month

the gym (I should go often(!!)) which is rm139 per month

and plus,

probably my convocation would be on December,and the whole family will come.

so because of all of these,I stay here.

I do have things to do if I am going back to kk

but thinking of the flight ticket which will cost me (ok.my parents) almost rm500++

I would rather stay here and find something to do which I have not started yet

haaaa cupcakesssssss...If only I have the talent....

Playful kiss

2010-10-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

cium yg main2

hahaahahahah

*gelak sorg2 sebab dah gila

kepada peminat cerita korea,silala tgk cerita ne.best gila

before this,dah ada da version Taiwan "it started with a kiss" ngan cerita jepun dia"itazura na kiss" so jalan cerita lebih kurg sama

bezanya,yg korean version ne ringkas siket dan setting dia lawa.

and baek seung jo kadang2 mengingatkan sy dgn boyfriend sikit2

tpi tatawla part mana kan.

hehe

lol

tpi bygkan jika ada la kan minah yg agak 'clumsy',kurang pandai tpi suka senyum ada huge crush ngan sorg mamat yg hensem gila babi pastu IQ pula 200 tpi berperangai macm takde perasaan.cold-hearted gila.sgt kontra bukan?

dan bygkan lagi jika satu hari anda terpaksa tinggal (?) serumah dgn crush anda sebab rumah da gone kena gempa bumi

oh kerana rupa2nya parents korg bestfren?

bestkan?

haha

dia ne sebenarnya leader grup ss501,kalo korg tgk cerita boys over flowers,haa dia ne la pegang watak Yoon Ji Hoo tu.ensemkan?tinggi lak tu.macm perfect je I rasa taw.

Tak kenal sgt dia ne tpi watak dia sgt comel.takde la comel mana,sebab suka senyum dan periang sgt2..satu je yg bengap ngan dia ne,Baek Seung Jo layan dia macm mana sekali pon,dia tetap suka katBSJ.Cinttaaa kan org kata,

synopsis:

Playful Kiss is about a popular and genius male student named Baek Sueng-jo who has a stand-offish personality and Oh Hani who is a female student who makes up for being not-so-genius by always being smiling and happy. An earthquake destroys the girl's home and she and her dad end up living with the boy's family. The girl has kept this boy in her heart but she has never received any assurances of her love being reciprocated. Fun and groans ensue as they interact and rub off on each other.

cerita ne da abes da pun.memg best..sy syorkan la korg tgk.sekarang dah kahwin da pon dorg.haish 21 tahun dah nak kahwin.sib bek lelaki tu pandai,parents pula rapat dan duit pun byk..kalo aku.....nakkk jeeeeee kahwin.sekrg ne pun tgh latih diri untuk jadi bakal isteri mithali untuk masa depan...hahaha

gmbar suma amik kat vikii ne ha..hehe

http://www.viikii.net/channels/goto/playfulkiss

kerja kerja..

2010-10-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

haa nak kerja apa?

cuti sebulan ne sumpah pasti bosan nanti kan.

sekrg pun da bosan

tak kisahla kerja part time apa pun.

kat coffee bean,hot n rolls,mcD,Kfc

secret recipe,pizza,domino's?

kedai baju..haa yg apa2la kan

terfikir juga my mum suru bwat advertisement kalo nak berniaga cupcakes ke an

memg dari dulu pun aku nak bwat macm ne,rasa best.

tpi tgk la dulu macm mana..so cam benda ne jadi choice terakhir aku

semua bajet nak kaitan ngan makanan je mentang2 suka masak kan

tak kisa la apa pun,interview kerja ke an

yg penting tak duduk relaks besarkan bontot kat rumaaaaaaaaaaaa

rasanya dah naik bdan ne...asyik baringgggg je.

18 October 2010 was my birthday.

2010-10-20T10:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday elle!!!

Sweet 21!

May god bless you,love.

thanx for all the wishes guys.

for the cupcakes(budak2 1133),

the present (sayang and Rino,thank you)

Khai,sebab sudi ajak aku keluar,

Sayang,sebab bawa keluar mlm birthday.

it's okay,masa birthday u nanti,u plak yg belanja I ea.

takde gmbr lagi.blogger ne bodoh kata sedg maintenance..so kena tunggu saya edit post ne balik la ea....

eh dah tak bodoh da :P

thanx for da cupcakes semua :)

patung ayam bertopikan kero kero.comel!

dari rino dan aweknya

jam tangan hadiah boyfriend tersayang.iloveyou

It's the new layout people!

2010-10-14T00:02:00.002+08:00

plus the new URL too! :) :)

happy that I am finally decide that I am just going to continue my life

Life is stress,miserable and full of troubles.

I almost thought of commit suicide or whatever that I thought could help me to escape from any of these shit.

thanx to all those troubles.hell yeah!

I am stronger now

Guess I don't really need to say anything much on Facebook anymore

just the happy2 things or things that are not related with anyone except me.

My twitter only works for me.

I do not need sympathy from everyone.

I do not need anyone to feel anything about me anymore

Maybe I am just a trouble-maker

Maybe I am suppose to be quiet,stay calm and never ever say anything on this world that is almost occupy by technology.

Hinggg~

Well,you can't have the freedom anywhere you like now,elle.

I'm so sorry,blog that I did not treat you well before.

I forgot that I actually have another "best friend" who is willing to accept and listens everything I said without boundaries.

we supposed to share things together,remember?

but in the end I suffer alone.I am sorry. *sounds like a crazy person talking to herself.

anyhoo, I really need to prepare for my last 2 papers.I need to score this sem.Feels like the pointer will be around 3 something for the gpa?gosh.I regret that I did not do well on the previous paper.....hmm,oh well action shows better potential than words.so I am not just going to say " I'm going to study now".I will. :)

Oh it's OCTOBER.

2010-10-10T10:19:00.000+08:00

It's the month I was born

18 October

I will officially turn 21

and

on the day itself,the relationship has already more than half a year

InsyaALLAH

oh oh

and I'm nowhere near 43kg.OMG.another 4 kg to lose.

I guess,I just have to forget it then.

maw shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

nak ne

beg galas satu please!!!!

i love baker king!ole!

2010-09-23T00:40:00.002+08:00

everything is PERFECT!!!

the story,the cast

Yoon Shi Yoon Oppa

EVERYTHING!

Joo Won Oppa!

SARANGHAE!

and the ost Hope is dream that never sleep by Kyuhyun is a very beautiful song.

Playful Kiss and My Girlfriend is Gumiho are next on my list

love.

2010-08-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

love you sayang :)

it's almost half a year since we've been together.

though we rarely spent time together but I'm glad to have you in my life.

thanx for being one of the my best listener and best friend

aish,I miss you already la! :(

for some unknown reason me and apis rarely take pics together, heh i kinda just realised that lol. sooo in honour of that;

tiba2 gmbr org lain..mbahaha

kenapa muka saya bulat?

2010-08-22T13:42:00.000+08:00

nak buat macam mana?

daddy pun bulat..hehe

afiq pun bulat...

arif dulu bulat kot,sekarang dah tak bulat.

rino,ika x bulat.ikut mami,muka pjg2.

bila bulat ne,macm2 nmpk lain.

kena jaga betul2

pki tudung kena pki elok2,style rmbut kena sesuai

kalo bdan pun bulat,pakaian pun kena jaga.

nanti macm doraemon

mbahahaha...takpe.comel pon :P

haa...ini koleksi shawl saya since 2009.

ada yg ta pernah pki lagi.

pasti akan dipakai!yeay :) :)

takda apa pun

2010-08-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

saja tak nak tido..nnti esok bgun awal.

tamau2

pegi jumpa Apis kejap td,,haih.bilalah dia sihat ne?batuk2 skrg ne.dah dua minggu ta keluar.

wayang,shopping siket and korean street food menanti anda wahai boyfriend..hehehe.pasal andala,saya da jadi penonton setia cerita action dan keganasan.tembak2 apa jadah segala...haish.mula2 tgk,rasa macm nak tutup telinga,tutup mata pun ada..rasa nak tido pun ada..byk kali gak la an.

ya,baru perasan rupanya dah lama sy tak amik gmbr sendiri an..

self-camera atau lebih dikenali sebagai selca.

maaf,muka dah tak lawa.

sape selalu jumpa tawla muka sy macm mana.

malas pun ada juga.

bila tgk2 gmbr org,ada la juga rasa nak amik gmbr an,syok2 sendiri gitu

tp kadg2 tgk gmbr org ada yg memg konpom gmbar tu tipu.dalam gmbr je elok,realiti,tak hot pun.

macam je la..tpi tak.pastu kena puji2 a konon an.

hahaha.lol

jahat tak?

bila da buka balik blog ne,nyk gila benda nak cerita kan...jarang jumpa org.mana taknya,tak dpt berckp pun takpa

pelik

2010-08-21T15:57:00.000+08:00

sy ne tak syg diri ka apa?

muka dah pelik..

ubat macam2 dah telan

mata dah tak nmpk

bdn dah takleh gerak...

berkurung la lama2 lgi

elle,kaw maw mati dah ka??

I miss

2010-08-21T09:50:00.001+08:00

Gym

dance classes

cardio exercises

doing sit ups with those things

(idk what is it called?)

abg apis and sape2,jomla gy...pegi sorg okay je dah pegi byk kali dah,tpi tak best.motivasi tu ada tpi kurg siket.hmmm..next week kena gy..tak kira!

yaaaa

2010-08-19T17:26:00.000+08:00

So maybe i talk too much. My laugh isn’t as adorable as it could be. I’m loud, but than i can be quiet. Sometimes i can act like a little kid, other times i can be a stuck up bitch. I’ll get annoying, clingy and angry every once in a while. But that’s what makes up me. And if you don’t love all of me, just don’t bother loving me at all.

Jahat.

2010-08-19T14:33:00.000+08:00

kadang2 sy jahat,

kadang2 org jahat.

siapa jahat,siapa baik sekarang?

tu bukan persoalannya.

bukan benci,cuma tak suka

2010-08-18T17:20:00.000+08:00

org cakap itu ini pasal sy

org perli sy

org rampas benda dari sy.sebb itula sy semakin menjauhkan diri.bukan apa,malas nak cari masalah lagi.

org buat2 baik padahal sebenrnya penuh dgn hasad dengki

org yg selalu ingat diala yg paling bgus berbanding org lain.

org yg tak reti nak appreciate org lain

kamu pun tak suka kan?

sabar je la.

manusia ne macam2...

tpi smpi bila nak tahan ne?

org tak kenal sy

kat shah alam ne.cuma ada kawan2 dan hafiz sahaja

pendengar setia sy cuma Apis,Ari dan Aya,

mami jauh...jadi tamau risaukan dia sgt

kalu ada masalah pun sy suka diam2.

dan mungkin akan cerita kat mereka berempat sahaja.

tak pun akan duduk diam dalam bilik,bergelap dan layan perasaan sorg2 smpi rasa okay.

org boleh perlukan sy,sy sedia membantu tp maaf sy kdg2 susah buat macm tu sebaliknya.

ada org mungkin fikir sy tak kisah,

I'm not that type of person.

biarpun sekarang ne byk penghalang,tpi sy bukan kejam untuk langsung tidak ambil peduli.

harap faham.sy cuma tak bole deal dgn penghalang tersebut

maaf. maaf.sy tak suka penghalang itu.bukan benci.tpi ta suka.

Today More Than Yesterday~ Kim Jong Kook

2010-08-17T23:41:00.001+08:00

(I Do) Can you look at one person for the rest of your life?
(I Do) Can you care for someone else more than you do yourself?
(I Do) I can answer whoever asks me
(I Do) You, you’re my love

I will not promise you
If I knew i was going to waver, even for a little bit
I don’t start anything, If I know that the heart can heal itself

I love you more than I did yesterday
I have never met someone so important and precious to me
that it hurts, to meet you
to feel this happiness
I must have dealt with a lot of pain.

When the days are hard, it gets sad
The pain that causes the tears to come
it will end someday
the only thing that is endless is our love

I love you more than I did yesterday
I have never met someone so important and precious to me
that it hurts, to meet you
to feel this happiness
I must have dealt with a lot of pain

I dont want to do this ever again
breaking-up unless it’s a break-up to meet you once more
whenever and forever

Because it feels like my overwhelming heart will explode
because I think the person before my eyes isn’t really you
I run, and embrace the breathing you
I am the idiot, who let go of his worries

Salam Ramadhan...

2010-08-17T21:59:00.001+08:00

Semoga kedatangannya kali ini lebih diMaknakan lagi oleh kita...

Hargaila setiap detik yg dilalui sekarang.

Salam Ramadhan..
Selamat Berpuasa
Selamat Menggandakan Ibadah..
Salam Kemaafan dari saya.

ramadhan datang lagi..
Rasa yang pasti berbeza
Namun harus tetap ditempuhi...
Dengan setinggi-tinggi syukur di hati

let's start a new chapter,ya?

2010-08-17T18:06:00.000+08:00

Salam everyone!

lama tak buka blog ne kan?

agak2 macm sebulan jugala sy privatekan kerana sebab2 tertentu.sebulan tu jugala sy menahan diri dari menulis atau membaca blog siapa2 pun termasuk entries sy sendiri.And the reason I'm starting to blog again is coz I'm sooo "far" from everyone at the moment and Idk, it just seems practical to blog to keep anyone who's interested or stalking me lol

Yes this is the new layout.Lame isn't it?.I miss my old layout already..hahaha...but things need to change.Sorry,I am still into K-pop so you probably see 70% of it in this layout..sorry again.I couldn't help it.

Quick update~~~

-I am love staying at home,going out only for classes,berbuka and gym.

-I miss some of my friends.It's been a long time since I hang out with you guys.I miss you.u know who you are.

-What happen if someone gets everything that you want and literally, taking your position? hmm..i guess from there I could learn that life isn't easy.

-Gosh,I am not as busy as I used to be.I was asking more free time,and my dream came true lol lol

-I am thinking of doing the graphic designing just for fun.

-Semakin suka memasak.

-I have so many things that I want but it's okay..I can wait

[I've been waiting for you for almost four months,I don't mind waiting for another two months :) :) *hint ]

terpengaruh oleh budak2 snsd ne..hehe

or maybe if I got Dean's list again this semester.

"Thing never come easy especially when we really want it. So we have to endure and persevere not to procrastinate."This is what my daddy said.heeee~ <3

-Starting from this very moment,I am not going to wear shorts anymore.You can consider this as the first step...[though still long way to go]

dah plan betul2,nak slow2...tamaw rushing2 gitu

yes,u know what I mean.

[tak nak la macm dulu lagi.pakai buka pakai buka.so sebelum itu..buatla apa nak buat ngan rambut ne supaya takda nak rasa buka2 nanti.kang org kata hipokrit.bila tiba masanya tu jugala sy dah tak peduli org nak kata apa.biarla benda datg dari hati yg ikhlas.tapayah nak tanya org ok ke tak apa suma]

Family Outing,it could heal your pain or sadness..trust me

bila sedih tgk ini..

Sehari tak tgk,memg tak boleh.

Haa..kembali seperti biasa...

2010-08-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

it feels great now...

Here I am...

not bragging or anything

Living here in Shah Alam all alone...for almost 3 years

being independent, taking care of myself well, went through lots of ups and downs.

there are times when I just felt like I gave up, tired of 'entertain' others,thought that how I wish I never met 'em.you have no idea how long did it takes for me to be this strong.

I'm done taking care of people who never appreciated others who helped 'em a lot

just say whatever they want to say and hurt other people by their 'statement'.

So,I would just decided not to care anymore.

I always be the first person who apologized though it was not always my fault.

I was putting down my ego many time and seriously, I am done with it now

I'll back off so that they can live better.I am not that important anyway.

When I watched television favorite sitcom's, "Friends", I can't help wishing that I too had such great friends.they are still the same person that I met 3 years ago.The bond is still going strong and hopefully,it remains until we grow old.The reason why I feel I can stay here longer than I expected.People do come and go...For me,it's normal.

Yes,I am so in love now.though it just started for half a year, I always knew that one day,I could meet a great person to fall in love with.I gave chance to myself.Once you meet a great guy..please appreciate them.you would never feel bored or annoyed if you really like that person.

lastly,

Happy birthday to my baby "Eatursheet"

it is already a year since I made you..You've grown so beautifully.Thanx for being such a great 'friend' I love you :)

.....

2010-07-10T08:02:00.000+08:00

I am sorry

dancing!

2010-07-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

yaa..I am so into dancing lately

I was in the class at 4 today and suddenly Ejat gave me a call asking me to join the dance competition

since one of the mate could not join in

so,i just went out the class and meet them

we still trying to figure out what song would be use for the dance..

it's suppose to be modern dance

I went through so many dance cover before and yaa I did the dance a little bit..

still deciding which one is the best and easy for everyone to follow..

dance steps shouldn't' be hard for everyone definitely...

so,ya...please senangkan kerja! :D

song in my mind now >> LOW,WALL TO WALL and Circus plus 80's song....

HAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

and this is killing me!!!

haaaaa~!!

heyyyo!

2010-07-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

HI :D

Okay so I know I haven't blogged for sooooooo long...like so loong la juga kan./

Anywaaay, quick update.

nothing much actually,just being busy with classes,assignments and all.
I woke up 6 in the morning today just to finish the sociolinguistics h/work,

straight going to class

had a back to back classes from 10 to 2

it's so tiring....like seriously,

my body started to function...not very well

i just put a big smile to cover it.

I should't tell you about this in the first place , i guess.

anyhoo,

I've noticed that my blog become so boring since my last 5 updates...or even more

i just ran out of idea on what to write

things have become normal again..

i love staying at home doing my own thing,relaxing my body and soul by watching korean's "boraitie" show,movies and listening to their songs.

I even somehow devoted my whole day by watching family outing if got nothing to do.

i don't think that I need anymore vacation than this...

heh

plus,I AM SO BROKE RIGHT NOW!

so,staying at home is the best thing to do...

(before raya I MUST dye my hair like this)

argghh! gemook

2010-07-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

da ramai org sia kata aku gemok..haish!

ne yg ta bole ne..

da brapa ari tak gy gym

sumpah esok nak pegi...tapela bf tak pegi (yg,aritu pun i tak pegi ikot u..kali ni tade..u tak pegi,i pegi..hehe)

kena cut down nasi da

bekfas takleh skip,lunch kena mkn..mlm kena control

kena minum air byk2...mkn buah byk2

ujung minggu asyik busy juga ne...

masa da jadi terbalik..weekdays kurg busy siket,weekend busy.

tpi tape,i suka you!

hang out ngan kwan2 semua an

hehhee

lagi satu,sem ne kena blajar sungguh2,,byk duit pki ohhh...

never take things for granted...kena slalu fikir macm tu.

lastly, Hafiz I love you.

bye

sila cepat sihat ya elle!

2010-07-02T09:11:00.000+08:00

da hmpir seminggu asyik sakit,sakit dan sakit...

byk benda tadapat buat..

kemas bilik,cuci kain,workout,dance class pun bru masuk sekali.for this week

DDR pun da main macm bengong2...

ada try version lain,but to me DDR 3RD MIX still da best!rasa mengah pun takpa.

like yesterday pun byk gila bnda yg 'menusuk kalbu' aku..

tataw a maybe aku ne sensitif atau apa kan...

I just couldn't stand people yelling at me for things that I don't do wrong.

dah tak bole nak argue byk bnda ngan org..

I rather balik ruma and layan bnda2 yg menggembirakan diri sendiri

but starting from today,aku da nak strt balik semua banda yg aku buat before this...

street soccer

2010-06-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

best biarpun seksa sikit

kaki kena tendang2,muka kena bola,perut kena bola,peha kena sepak...

tahan jela

org dok gelak2 aku main macm mana...

tawla semua org hebat kan?

hahaha

takpe yg penting aku adala juga an jaring ball

hopefully arini last game...

biarpun juga...sokong sorak untuk diri sendiri dan juga team sendiri

abes game aku dok terbangkalai sorg2 tataw nak buat apa.

nak gerak tak bole,nak drive tak bole.

tapi aku tahan jugalakan.dah kata dtg pun sorg2 an

nak harap sape lagi

but it was fun la kan...

demam2 pun bole la juga lupakan demam tu and keep on main bola...

chaiyok elle!

macm gile da

2010-06-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

memg macm gile pun

sib bek dpt trial gym 2 minggu,maybe nak masuk kot..

ada kelas tarian which benda yg paling disukai dlm dunia...

hehe

org kata badan aku da ok,tpi bila tgk ini semua

tak rasa macm nak workout ke?

tak rasa mcm nak kurus kan bdan ke?

sumpah aku da obses siket pasal benda2 cmne

hehhe

nak kurus cara sihat.

ta maw nmpk macm sakit

nak dye rambut macm dulu..

biarla org kata apa...

hee~

tapi memg xnak curl,perm apa benda semua tu...selain daripada dye..aku takkan sentuh.,.

taknak rosak rmbut lgi :'(

(lebih kurg cmne a warna..nyee)

maaf

2010-06-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

maaf saya sedikit mls untk update kebelakangan ini..saya janji sy akan update okay.

peace

:)

2010-05-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

n e w c a m p u s!!

lawa sey!!!

semakin rasa seperti student..nasib baik sempatkan...hahaha

harap2 parking selalu ada.

heeeee~

Dropping the tears

2010-05-07T13:41:00.000+08:00

I can feel the pain.

hey you,i'm alright.

2010-05-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

screw the i love you words.they just wrds.it will be better if you show something that 'tells' what you feel not just by saying it.

oh oh

then you finally said what's in your mind.

It hurts.yes it is until I didn't realize that I was holding my breath.

but that's ok

I'm used to it.ya rite.like I nver experienced it before.huh?

don't even bother to take care of my feeling cause it's totally none of your business.

my feeling,my emotions has nothing to do with you.

so better think of yourself and put me on the bottom of your list.

this is the anger,this the sadness and by the time I finish writing this shit.

i'll be fine

the moment where I used to cry all night,has come again!.

yeay!..

The drama has begin!

why making someone you're priority when you're only the option...and why are you still being nice when people are treating like nothing?

or maybe you should stop thinking about yourself and strt to think about others

and ya,say thanx to your past because it teaches you a lot about life and maturity.hey! I am matured now.I solve problem.I finally think deeply about the particular things.No need to say much cause everything that I say here is only meant to be read and please do not ask me anything about it.I am so lazy to answer questions now!

Unbelievable.craig david

2010-05-05T01:19:00.000+08:00

bila aku dgr je lagu ne,aku nangis.

aku rindu masa2 dulu.

bodoh x?

kepada kamu,

terima kasih kerana perkenalkan saya lagu ini even though it was 3 years ago...

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

2010-05-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

it happened twice and I will never let it happen again.

it hurts so much...

my heart become very unstable day by day

hypertrophic cardiomyopathy

I'm going to get this anytime soon if I keep on like this.

as so you know,

I need to get rid of all these shit

or for my case,just to read

smpi penat.

2010-05-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

nangisla smpi penat..

sampai kau da tak mampu nak buka mata.

siapa suruh kaw fikir banyak sgt..

sekrang kau da tertekan dengan sikap kau sendiri elle.

tahniah!.

I'm drowning in the drought,

2010-05-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

How can that possibly happen?

oh i don't know.I just need more time to be alone

reality sucks at times,

but living in your own imagination brings you..hmm nowhere

can I just not live in reality anymore?

okay I really run out of things to say...

bye.

i really need this rite now.

mls;kusut

2010-05-04T20:55:00.001+08:00

jap lagi bilik aku jadi macm ne boleh tak?

sumpah aku kusut dowh skrg.

dgn nak exam lagi,esainmen bertimbun2..takdela timbun sgt pun ekceli..adalah macm 3-4 macm tu..semua tarikh nak submit lebih kurg dekat2 je..

dengan short sem yg kena kaver banyak benda dgn cepatnya.

dengan kerja aku yg asyik nak tgk hanfon padahal takde pun mesej masuk pastu asyik top up dan topup berkali2.

tulah pki dua hp...baru kaw tau!!!

dengan aku yg baru konon2 nak sihat2 ne,padahal perut aku kadang2 meragam juga

tpi tak kisa sebbda jadi macm sebati ngan diri aku da.

dengan masalah aku sendiri yg suka kusutkan fikiran.kenapa cepat sgt aku setuju?padahal hakikatnya,aku tak ready lagi...adaka aku akan 'sakit' seperti dulu?

adaka aku akan'berperangai' seperti dulu?

aku malas nak memanjakan diri da

aku hampir nak putuskan segala komitmen yg aku bagi...

just because of that one word...

baby,you never realized the words that you said hurt me so much that I can't stop thinking about it and regret of doing it.

andaila kaw ne betul2 ada skrg,boleh x kaw bawa aku pergi dari sini??

maybe?happy ending?

2010-04-26T21:49:00.001+08:00

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up:

if a boy punches you he likes you,

never try to trim your own bangs

and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.

Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule.

but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs.

how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.

and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future.

maybe the happy ending is just moving on.

or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope.

and I started to think that age doesn't show you anything.Love?.sooner or later you'll find one.Believe me.even those who are in their 30's or 40's are still finding who their true love is.I'm not saying this because I am in a relationship now,it is because I am willing to take the risk and my past give me the strength to actually realize it.

i need to stop.

2010-04-26T19:37:00.002+08:00

I need to stop talking

and start listening.

I have to start doing it now.

Guys,I'm going to let you guys talk and I won't interrupt if it's none of my business.

IF PEOPLE WANT TO TALK ABOUT THEMSELVES,LET THEM.

or maybe,just control everything that pops out in my mind right before I want or have the intention to say it.

I won't give you opinion only if you ask me to do so.

Pleasela Elle,u used to be a verry verry INDEPENDENT woman.

so just continue whatever you used to do.whatever that made you happy.

don't ever make the situation worst than it should be...

you know that you always appear to be the happy one though in deep inside,you're hurt.

someone has inspired me to write and give me the though to do so.

so thank you clever woman.you're the best.

____________________________________________________________________

nak potong rambut macm ne...tpi tabole

i love sunday

2010-04-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hujung minggu memg terbaik!!!!

boleh rehat sepuas2nya biarpun sy ne bukannya jenis org yg reti duduk diam..

bgun2,khayal2 kejap mulala cari benda nak buat..'

mula2 sumpakkan kening..hahahah...

serius da mcm org bangang.kening sebelah 1/4 daripadanya da tercukur..hhaha..ne gara2 ikot tutorial youtube sgt la ne...skrg da seimbangkan kedua2 belah and macm rasanya sy suka kening macm ne..hahah..tak sabar tunggu yg dulu2 pernah cabut,tumbuh balik!!!..hehehe...

bodoh..mata juling.semata2 nak tayang kening..hahaha

potong seluar lama.ne pun sebelah senget..so kena jahit elok2 bgi nampk macm hot pants siket biarpun ekceli jeans lama je.ne pun jari da luka2 sebab cuai sgt.

keluar beli roti,mentega dan banana.i love banana.hahahahaha..ne makanan satu hari

buat cincau dlm gelap.

minum air byk2

and eksesais dlm bilek sorg2...hahahaah!!!

bestnya!!!

kejap lagi nak settle apa suma,study time!!!!!...

sukanya!!

gembiranya!!!

mbahahahhaha

curang?sorry busy.

2010-04-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

a BIG NO NO!!!

don't worry...

only if it's Lee DONGHAE or maybe other guys that I have major crush on..lol

sorry semua..sekarang ne macm sgt busy kot

jarang duduk melekat kat ruma kecuali hujung minggu.tu pun belum tentu lagi.

byk komitmen..

da strt eksesais apa suma an...

kerja byk,lepak byk

tpi sebenarnya suka juga bila byk benda kena buat....

Dear Mr Hafiz:I'm gonna miss you babe!!..,seriously. <3>

2 tahun lagi tua.

2010-04-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

ne contoh kalau pasangan yg tak nmpk sgt jarak beza umur,dua tahun

Ga in tak nmpk pun macm kakak atau mak kepada Jokwon kan?

Petite couple.Love them!!!

2010-04-10T16:17:00.000+08:00

why is it that whenever we take pictures together,u selalu tenggelam oleh kecomelan i?haha.

I have my own reason why I like him so much

he looks way better in person than photos,i guess :P

oh no need to tell you more

honey,you selalu ckp

"yela, I tau i gemok, pekak,tua,lembab"

though it sounded funny to me that I couldn't stop myself from laughing so hard

but i love you the way you are

i don't care much about those thing

sorry

,i selalu gurau2and kutuk2 u..

elle da start menggedik..

hahah

oh shooott!!!

2010-04-06T01:21:00.000+08:00

nak buat benda baru untuk bilik.

nak lekat benda baru..

nak tukar almari baru..nak beli meja kecik baru...

nak hias pki benda baru...apa benda baru tu?

wa tgh fikirla ne bro!!!

lu lek dulu~

skrg rasa macm bodo everythime nak postg entry baru...omgeeeee~

haish!

2010-04-03T02:04:00.000+08:00

i really need...

-a new wardrobe.

-to stop shopping.

-a handbag.

-lingeries

-do some makeover for my room.maw ke ikea sekali lagi :)

-to prepare lots of things.class is on monday la bhai.

-a backpack

setakat ne tu je.

BANG!!!!!

2010-04-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

BANG! by AFTER SCHOOL

sumpah hot gila!

next dance routine :)

sekrg ne memg aku sedang GELAP DAN GEMUK

I was looking at my old photos, not really old la sgt kan..kiranya macm masa before masuk degree kot.ada beberapa keping gmbr membuatkan aku semakin berkobar-kobar untuk kembali macm dulu.

Okay, I was around 46 or 47 kg at that time dari 48 ke 49 kg kot (tak pernah smpi 50 kg tpi skrg macm da lebih kot).just in few days jadi macm tu sebab rajinkan diri exercise...hahaha.jd skrg kena strt balik...

biarla org kata apa pun skrg.nak perli ke kutuk ke apa2 a kan.tak kisah or buat2 ta kisah je la kan.hehe

okay nak kurus

2010-03-25T12:49:00.000+08:00

bila tgk gmbr kecik2 dulu,

buat aku terfikir,mcm mana dulu boleh jadi kurus??

sebab tak kuat mkn kot ke macm mana?

sumpah tak ingat...

yg aku tahu,sekarang ne aku nak kuruskan semula badan aku..

boleh ke?

cuba je la kan elle?..

ahaha

nak potong fringe ke tak ea?

siket je la kot kan?

hati mungkin terbuka

2010-03-21T10:59:00.001+08:00

oh oh..before that sorry kawan2..

aku janji nak update blog aku tapi cm tak terupdate2 gak kan?

sorry wey!!!!

briefly new updates from me:

-I spent my precious time with my friends more lately

-I met new friends

-I went to Penang to celebrate Aya's birthday(it was a surprise!!)

-Two papers done,two more to go!

-I finally declare my relationship with him.

-oh ya,I am now single and ~~AVAILABLE~~

sgt best.

2010-03-07T19:37:00.001+08:00

I'm going to update with you guys about the TRIP to Sungai Pisang @ Banana River very soon..just wait aite...

esok sumpah nak ganti puasa! *tetiba*

till then... bye2.. i need to get enough rest first :p

nak lupakan tapi tak boleh

2010-03-03T12:06:00.001+08:00

macm mana la perasaan kan bila ada org kata

"elle,kaw gemuk...gemuk oo kaw..gemuk10x"

Tuhan jak la yg taw betapa sakitnya hati aku,

gemuk sgtka aku ne?aku taw la aku ada lemak sana sini...tpi perlu ka ckp smpi macm tu..aku taw la untuk tinggi aku 48 kg tu macm kira berat...tapi tak perlu la kan 'mengingatkan' aku betapa gemuknya aku ne kan....

apa kata kalau aku cakap "aku ingat kaw ne makin hensem,makin buruk rupanya" apa perasan kaw?.sebab hakikatnya memang macm tu pun.

baik korang sedar diri tak hensem,before nak kutuk org lain..

shitlaaaaa...tension!

ada apa dengan Hidup?

2010-02-28T01:59:00.001+08:00

For me, ia sgt complicated

sgt rumit tapi pengalamn mematangkan kita...

betulkan?

jangan kata aku tak berani ambil risiko,aku berani tapi biarla berpada2.

hati?nak ikutkan sgt ke kata hati tu..otak letak mana?

apa guna otakkan?.

mau kata mau,tdak kata tidak ataupun mungkin diam tak bagi reaksi

tak cukup ke apa yg pernah dilalui atau apa yg pernah berlaku disekeliling...

TAK BELAJAR APA2 KE?

semua org sama ke?

mungkin tak tp

kaw da kenal sgt ke dia?

cukup ke tempoh ko kenl dia sampai kaw rasa dia boleh bahagia kan kaw?

kenapa gopoh ambil keputusan tanpa fikir?

kenapa gopoh nak itu ini tanpa ada sikap sabar?

kenapa gopoh kalau tak pernah cuba pupuk rasa bertanggungjawab tu?

dan

juga kenapa gopoh kalau tak pernah buat SEHABIS BAIK pun?

siniska?

ini semua aku kata pada diri aku sendiri...

yg lain fikir2kanla

apaka?

2010-02-25T22:31:00.001+08:00

Tetiba rasa macm byk benda kena buat before exam:

*Presentation Intro. to General Linguistic

*Project for Structure of English + presentation

*kena cover byk benda...topik2 apa segala jadah yg penting

*aku bajet kereta sampai before exam tpi kalau lmbt lagi macm masa exam la kan..bapak aa lama sia!!!

*eh eh...macm tu je kot...

*settlekan apa2 yg diperlukan untuk graduasi nanti..minggu lalu kata minggu ne nak buat..tak buat2 lagi..chet!!!

*Belajar je sungguh2 elle!!!!!

Dear Mr AIDEN,I MISS YOU soo much.

kenapa macm takde life ha?

2010-02-24T11:07:00.000+08:00

Seriously,macm hidup ne aku fikir pasal, hidup aku,komitmen aku terhadap ,keluarga,kawan2,study dan macm tu je kot.Nak kata bermasalah,dulu2 ada la masalah yg besar2 tapi sekarang ne da macam matang sikit nak handle masalah2 tu.Aku tak katala aku ne da cukup matangkan.Tapi sebab masalah2 tu la yg buat aku lagi kuat dan matang.POSITIF paling penting.

Aku pun macm sedar jugak yg aku ne nak kata penyabar,memg takla kan tapi aku pelahan2 belajar untuk jadi sabar.Aku paksa diri aku fikir benda2 yg positif.Ya,paksa.Sampai lama2 aku dapat adapt dgn sifat tu.Aku cuba tolong diri aku sendiri sampai bila tahap aku tak dapat tahan sendiri barula aku pergi kat org.

I don't think that it is necessary to reveal this

but it's good that I finally admit about it

because i always appear as a happy go lucky person,who always want people to be happy with her,when people feel that my gedikness is pretty much annoying which also fyi, I did it on purpose, the sense of humour that I brought.just you know....to bring the mood up.

kenapa aku malas nak update cerita aku kat blog ne?.

takde gambar,cerita kat blog pun macam bosan

sebab takde sgt nak diupdatekan.

hidup macm takdela bosan mana,aku enjoy hidup aku

dgn org2 sekeliling aku.

aku yg pilih hidup macm ne compare hidup aku yg dulu.

dan juga mungkin sebab mungkin aku lagi suka berkata2 melalui mulut,berbanding dengan menaip atau menulis, tu yg aku macm takde ape sgt nak kata kat sini.

macm kiranya,blog ne tempat aku luahkan perasaan dan apa2 benda yg aku fikir.

cuakkkk,tak pasl2 entry jadi mangsa

2010-02-22T23:11:00.001+08:00

CUAK !!gila babi bila bgun2 je,on laptop pastu laptop takleh hidup..sumpah macm rasa nak mati da.sib bek aku doa2 siket,.bru dia hidup.kang jd balik masalah 2 tahun lalu..aku tamaw berpisah ngan Giselle aku lagi....MKAN MINUM TIDUR GETE2 semua ngan Giselle taw!

hahaa

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keadaan dan masa

oh oh..baru perasan bila membilang hari dan waktu..rupanya aku ne dah lama tak MENANGIS...kalau menangis tgk cerita korea tu lain cerita la kan..tpi nangis dari hati sanubari yg sebenarnya mudah terguris ne dah lama rasanya..atau ada ka aku selama ne menangis dlm hati..macm cinta dlm hati punya lagu je..haha..tu yg airmata tak keluar2...berdramatik tanpa sebb sebentar.

dan juga sebabkan aku ne ada habit pelik iaitu suka ingat tarikh dan membilang hari,aku dah 20 tahun 4 bulan 4 hari..yeay!..lagi 8 bulan 21 tahun..yeay!!!!..pelik dan senget kan? haha...

tak kerja apa aku ne??

ekceli dalam diam (tapi bgtau kat blog,so memg gedik sedkit di sini) aku harap juga la kan pintu hati aku ne terbuka nak 'mendalami' lagi hubungan ngan seseorg (ekceli tak spesifik ngan sape2 pun)..tatau kenapa hati ne macm batu yg lembut tpi ada time dia terus jadi keras..nbatu ada ke lembut?.ape2 la...knapa? knapaada sesuatu yg menghalang a?mungkin sebab tak puas lagi kot nak hidup bbas macm ne..bebas dari drama,bebas dari pergaduhan yg agak memalukan dan sebgainya...kenapa masuk topik ini lagi oh TIDAAAAAAAAKKKKKKK!!!!!!

Saja2

2010-02-20T10:38:00.000+08:00

Are they really what you see they are?

Ft island

seunghyun

Minhwan

Hongki at Star King

T-max

Yunhwa

Shinee

Super Junior

heechul a.k.a Heesica

Leeteuk

SS501

Sooo cute!!!

2PM

Nichkhun,Taecyeon and Jaebeom

my love..hahaha

living like a couch potato.

2010-02-18T15:08:00.001+08:00

oh more to 'bed' potato,i guess.(adaka term macm tu?)

which obviously I spend most of the holiday week on doing nothing that the rest of my time like lying on the bed while onlining,enjoying watching youtube,korean dramas,songs, learn a little bit of dancing thru tutorial (so pathetic??!!!) and naaa..... that is my life other than studying.just doing the bare minimum to get by.so sad.I should have strted my assignment as soon as I reached Shah Alam...but here I am now...keep on dragging my lazy ass on the bed.onlining.ahaha..

it is never too late for me to try something new

since I am putting so much effort on it

well,of course in the age of 21, the flexibility of your body is limited

especially when you never trained or apply it in any time before.

it takes a very long time to get back all those flexibility that a five years old can do.

I have no idea what I'm saying but I guess you get the point right?

crapping much?

oh ya btw,feel free to look at our (me and Kakai) blogshop Dulcinea's Closet since it is still new,we haven't finish it yet.but it will open as soon as we ready!..yeay!

yaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

KAD MAYBANK AKU KENA TELANNNNNN!!!!

BGUSNYA RASA~

BABO BABO BABO!!!!!!!!!!!!

ADEIIIIIIII~

sekembalinya di Shah alam,

2010-02-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

Ahn-nyeong!!!

Happy Chinese New year everyone!!

Happy Valentine's Day to those who celebrate valentine la kan?

I tak..sorry la..

and Happy 8th birthday to my baby brother MOHD AFIQ which is on 15th Feb

Selamat bergembira semua org!!!

*ekceli nak blog masa kat sabah tpi gmbr aku malas masukkan..nanti aku update k?

and I just got back from Sabah on monday walaupun sebenarnya cuti seminggu.tak puas kot 3 hari je kat sabah.haish~.so sekembalinya aku ke Shah Alam yg indah lagi permai serta menawan ne, aku pun pegi la urus benda2 yg patut kan?.antar dokumen2 penting dan mula buat blogshop dengan kolaborasi bersama teman serumah, si Kakai.

okay maybe dlm masa 3 minggu or sebulan lagi kot baru dpt si 'kawan' ne.byk juga benda kena urus.aku urus semua sendiri.mohon loan lagi.tunggu itu ini lagi..dahla sekarang tgh cuti kan?tapi tapa.sabar itu sebahagian daripada iman..hehe.

so,skrg rancangan utama adalah ingin menyiapkan esainmen serta menambahkan lagi kekreatifan aku dlm aspek2 tertentu..wah..macm takde point je entry kali ne kan?haha

wah!saja nak tunjuk benda yg tak siap lagi..hahahhaaha...

I don't really care

2010-02-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

Umur bukan penghalang sgt kot da bagi aku.maksudnya dulu aku selalu nak elakkan tak nak org yg lgi muda sebb takut dgn ketidakmatangan diorang.imagine jela,dulu aku couple dgn org yg sama umur pun derita juga melayan.tapi aku rasa aku bakal ubah persepsi aku tu.muda,bukan bermakna muda macm umur adik aku yg aku kena jaga hari2 tu,setahun lebih tu okla.aku da macm tak kisah sgt kot yg penting kematangan dia tu membatasi umur dia yg sebenarnya.kan tu paling penting.

another thing that I don't really care is,

of course kadang2 aku rasa sunyi takde boifren.aku mengaku.tapi kata2 mummy ekceli membuatkan aku jadi relaks dan optimis tentang benda2 macm ne.jangan cari cinta,biar dia dtg sendiri.jodoh adalah ditangan Tuhan,kita hanya mampu berdoa untuk dpt yg terbaik untuk diri kita.Bakal masuk 21 tahun bukan bermakna aku patut kejar semua ne.masih muda kan?.degree pun tak abes lagi.so,just ait and see la kan?.

aku tak kisah sgt kalau apa org nak cakap pasal aku addicted ngan sapa or obses ngan apa.ahaha..memg aku gila K-POP sekrg ne.mcm ne je la benda yg buat aku happy masa lapang.aku ada byk kot jejaka2 hot dlm list aku untuk aku tgk hari2...haha..tak bosan dowh hidup.biarla kalau org kata aku takde life ke apa.haha.oh oh ada org baru dlm list :P

JONGHUN (F.T ISLAND)

his 'crazy' look melts my heart...

noona likes you a lot :)

I don't mind if I lose some weight.seriously.hahaha...I'm still in the process and it looks like it is going to work.45 kg is the target.not losing so much right?just 3 kgs.Hwaiting! :)

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Dear Faris oppa,

(haha takleh blah dowh intro).

Ha ne apa maw ckp suda.sorry,aku tak buat byk untuk bithday kaw,tpi kang aku balik Sabah aku belikan something ke k?.aku hari2 jumpa kaw smpi kekadang aku terlayan ko kasar sikit.okay byk.Tengkiu sebb byk tolong aku.you knowkan kita take care of each other aite?.oh ya.haa..selalu2 la senyum dan sambil2 belanja aku makan.choki2 pun takpa..hehe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! selamat masuk ke alam org2 dewasa.

p/s:21 tu dewasa dah ka?asal org ckp umur 21 kita da legal nak buat apa saja?hehehe

hehehehheheehhehe da potong!!

2010-02-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

maybe it doesn't look good or fit on me

but who cares? I love it!!!

I think I'm going to cut my hair shorter next time

MUSHROOM STYLEEEEE!!!

hehe

cari idea

2010-02-07T15:33:00.000+08:00

serabut otak sey...

nak buat lesson plan pun payah

aktiviti nak buat apa pun tak dpt fikir....

macm manala ne?

berkabung satu hari kat ruma ne rasa2 dtgla konon idea tu? huhuhu

tapa...ada dua hari lagi before nak present,so elle.gunakan la peluang ini sebaik2nya

finally.

2010-02-05T10:21:00.000+08:00

yeay! my dad finally agree!!

yeay2!!

harap2 semua jadi!!!

*cross fingers*

takda current cause I'm too busy deciding what my mood will be..hahaha

membazir...trauma?

2010-02-03T00:19:00.001+08:00

membazir gila babi kot sebab pegi giant hajat asal nak tman ,RINO trim rambut tapi akhirnya ter'bazir duit beli blusher,lipgloss,earing dan apa tu nama dia tu?lupa suda..yg pencuci cutex tu...lupa eh...apa2 la nama dia...membazir kan?

haha...

pasthu rupanya aku masih trauma dari peristiwa setaun lebih dulu.di mana aku 'terserempak' dgn seekor flasher yg sedng menjalankan tugasnya ditepi tangga....ya tuan2 dan puan2...sampai.aku sanggup pusing dua kali semata2 maw elakkan naik tangga tu...tak kisah la jauh mana pun yg penting aku takkan lalu tangga tu...macm mana aku rasa trauma thu lagi?okayla...kira macm fobia la kan...tadi ada org ne ramai2 angkat almari turun tangga pakai tangga yg selalu aku pki..maw tak maw aku terpaksa la pki tangga yg satu tu (yg ada flasher dulu)..baru dua tiga tapak..trus aku terberhenti..teringat balik pengalamn menggelikan tu..sanggup trus lari naik tangga yg lain biarpun jauh...oh untuk pengetahuan kamu tangga yg aku takut nak lalu thu ekceli depan ruma aku je...apala cerita pasal tangga2 ne..aish..bosan dan langsung tak menarik..hahahahahaahahhahaha! lol

it looks better kalau kecil macam ne..haha.

btw muka ne masa lepas buat jahat kat seseorang...

babo ii

2010-02-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

sgt terharu tgk dia sggup buat apa saja untuk org dia cintai...

walaupun dia sgt kasar,degil tpi hati dia baik...oh jangan lupa,sgt2 kacak

he doesn't know how to express his love to her yet he rather do anything for her

he loves her

he would do anything for her sampai dia jadi betul2 ada perasaan...he waited for her and never give up...

she is so lucky...

a normal girl...kasar,bising,kuat makan,x mudah menyerah kalah dan mempunyai hati yg sgt baik dan jujur...wah terlebih suda ne....angan2 la kaw elle! :D :D

when it will be my turn???hahahaa....

current mood:

babo!!!

2010-02-02T09:49:00.001+08:00

bodoh!!!tau apa itu bodoh?????!!!!!

current mood:

stand by me-shinee

2010-02-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

Where to start a?

maybe because it's about my feelings and emotions,it is more comfortable for me to say everything n my language.this is not my language(english) when it comes to things like this.It is more comfortable to speak in bahasa though...I admit that my English is not very good (you can laugh at me people.about my grammar, how I pronounce easy words,my spelling,somehow I can't differentiate between past participle and past tense,as well as other tenses,all that matters to me is as long as it(the meaning of the sentences) can be understood.).I am getting use to it and at least I am still improving myself.this is not the exact point for my entry today.

watching too much of korean dramas and movie really somehow drag me to this kind of feeling,about my future particularly.It sounds stupid.How can you compare the reality to your imagination?.Just think about it,life is not a fairy tale.I'm always reminding myself that it is still early for me to meet my soul mate.21 is just a number.sooner or later you will meet the right person to be with.

My life is not going to stop after all the pain that I through.every ending is just a new beginning.I believe that my 'love story' has not come yet.I have not found him yet.though my instinct says that it is going to be a very much interesting yet full of pain.I have to be mentally prepare for it anytime soon.But not now.I believe that I will find someone who rather to do anything to make me happy someone that could actually accept me for who I am and the most important thing is about the,feeling.My feeling towards him and so his.Too much of 'drama' is going to make me headache.what about cool guy or someone who is actually has the similarity with me in sense of personality maybe.I have experienced with a total jerk who had totally different personality than me and obviously it did not or never work.Stubborn is okay,I guess.Not really a bad tempered.bla bla la.....

merepekla kaw elle!!!!!aku sendiri tak paam apa aku tulis...

abaikan...

apa persamaan antara dua gmbr ne?

current mood:(rasa2 comella?)

kenapa?

2010-01-31T08:03:00.000+08:00

lirik tak hafal2 lagi,melodi tak tangkap2 lagi...bguskan?

maw kena reject kali ne macm ne punya tabiat dan perangai ne..bgun pun lambt2..apa2 pun tak prepare lagi.. -.-

siap bole layan lagu2 korea yg baru lagi.

matila~

current mood:

naega halkke

2010-01-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

I CAN DO IT!
pasti kena ada satu senarai list pasal apa aku nak capai atau buat dlm masa terdekat ne..
aku kena ingat kan diri aku sendiri

-need to lose 5 kg in a month due to some reasons.I need to get rid of these lemak kiri kanan as soon as possible.
-need to work hard on everything.just try and do my best and feel satisfy with what I'm doing * literally I am talking to myself*
-kena kumpul duit untuk shopping,holiday or apa2 la
-have to download all the Korean movies and drama.
-need to do the revision for my study.I have to maintain my achievements when I was in Diploma or buat lgi baik dari dulu.it's not about jadi dean's list atau tak.tapi sebab memikirkan byk duit kena kluar untuk belajar ne..atleast berbaloi bayar ribu2..ini satu motivasi.
-do a perfect split.75% success ATM.
-need to buy a new wardrobe since the current one macm da senget2 da.
-kumpul byk2 COKLAT tapi kurangkan makan coklat.makan bila perlu dalam kuantiti yg sedikit.

adoi,sedang selesema la pulak.macam mana la ne?suara konpom jadi lain..bertambah2 la serak...risau2 huhuhuhuhu
MUSHROOM HAIR BOYS!!!sgt tertarik dgn anda
TAEMIN (SHInee) and JAEJIN (F.T Island) berserta seseorang
Taemin looks better now though.

current mood:
sedikit dilemma. (Jika kaw ubah fikiran. Gagap? )

WTF??

2010-01-26T22:01:00.001+08:00

it's already 10 pm and there's no way that I can get there on time.

it's ok

my own mistake.

I wasted so much time doing my own stuff ignoring what mum asked me to do.

serve you right,elle!

It's either you wait for another opportunity to come which it will take like almost half of the year

or be smart applying the other one.

semua da klam kabut gila babi.there's no way I can write 300 words of essay on this short period of time.there's no way that I can get all my documents by tomorrow.So that's it elle! Congrats for being so smart.bye2!

I need to get some rest because my mind is about to explode!!...Don't mess with me guys at this moment..Just don't..

Tomorrow morning I'm going to BSN.not sure if it is the right thing to do...

current condition: all the negative feelings ATTACK!

Tension sendiri2

2010-01-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

Bila tension sebb byk benda kena buat rasa macm nak pukul2 org

yaaaa!!!!!!!!!

adoiiiiiii!tulah semalam kaw buat apa elle?

pagi tadi baru kaw start buat kerja...

esok da presentation...

mana kaw tak tension macm tu?

bukan satu kerja ada...tiga beb..tiga!!!

da set alarm clock..sekrang kul 3.rehat kejap,kul 4 nnti aku terus buat kerja...smpai siap!!! yes!

tak makan pun takpa,janji kerja aku siap dan complete (ne sebb aku da kehabisan wang ringgit beli itu ini untuk materials la ne... aishhhhh...bodoh bebenar kaw ne elle..bole je kaw buat dialogue ke apa ke yg penting ada transcript) tpi lec kata kena creative dan inovative as possible...aish...terpaksa laaa juga~

current mood:berapi.emo sendiri2

Just few things

2010-01-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

Ha yah!finally I changed my layout after 3 weeks...*not so happy but still love it!!*.I'm surprised to myself that I kept my SUPER JUNIOR one for so long!.hee~.But i have to change everything to my favorite opt.OMG you guys..and girls..erm whatever..sorry.hhaha.I ship KPOP so hard!why aren't there more Kpop fans out there?I mean come on~ you got to love this okay...seriously.everyone just need to convert like NOW!!!!!

On the other note,I'm struggling to finish my assignments.It's friggin sucky~

ARTICLES,PRESENTATIONS,LESSON PLANS,MATERIALS...anything else I missed?Please do remind me.I'm tired and sick to death~.Am I the only one who has this feeling of 'dying'? hahaha

real life sucks sometimes... thank god Kpop!Oh and photoshop too.I have to admit that it is hard to edit pictures without the "mouse" that sometime ruins my motivation to do the editing..huuu~

And finally, I just have to say that I freaking love kpop! I've been going through this really awful funk and kpop is basically the only thing keeping me together! Seriously! Let's all rejoice that we have kpop in our lives!

current mood: tired

I'm back...

2010-01-24T20:23:00.001+08:00

Sorry sebb terpaksa PRIVATEkan blog sementara waktu.sorry sebb post2 sebelumnya ada yg buat sape2 terasa..sorry sgt2...da delete post2 itu.SEKARANG MASA UNTUK SENYUM!!!.

tak malu pki gmbr sendiri..

tukar layout sikit..tk byk beza kot dari yg before2 ne..

hehe...tpi kali ne kurg artistik berbanding sebelumnya.

mungkin sebab takda tetikus kot

atau tak da mood sgt...

kali ne macm LEMBUT je kan tema blog aku ne?

maybe tak tahan lama kot ne sebb aku kan mudah bosan..

hehe

btw,ne header sebelumnya..hehe.dah mula rindu dgn header ne...huhu.click untuk lagi besar

okla.tu je nak share...

semalam kluar dgn She,tgk PARANORMAL ACTIVITY.agak scary jugak la kan...smpi aku sempt memalukan diri sendiri bila bersuara ketika org lain tak bersuara.macm org kampung pun ada.hahaha.

btw,smpt pegi fitting room kat kitchen (kedai baju ya,bukan dapur) try2 bju sebb kami tak mampu sgt nak bershopping.hehe

mood: (deepinthought)